Painful Love

It hurts...
All over, my body aches.
It aches of sadness.
It aches of depression.
It aches of betrayal.
It aches of love.
I am afraid to love.
I am afraid to be loved.
Or am I afraid of rejection?
In all my life,
I have always been rejected.
By old friends,
By family,
And those I held dear to my heart.